my favorite picture of the night.
my loves <3>
quite possibly the cutest couple i know.
halloween :)
best. costumes. ever.
luigi & i
(that's my drink. bitch)
the king
at vynl in the city. my favorite!
elvis lives in the bathroom.
is nick jonas as important as tv? in my life he is.i stole mr. salt & mrs. pepper from a lovely little place i won't mention cause i love that place.
sorry awesome place. i couldn't help it.
(this is for you tay)
these pumas saved my life. i wear them to work everyday. oh yes, that is glitter green.my coworkers oggle them with envy.
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so a bunch of stuff has happened sinced i was here last. lost the cables for my camera. obviously, they have been found. in the top drawer of my dresser, which i go into every single day. it's always the last place you look right?
so... halloween. hung out in the village with a gaggle of ladies. too much fun to describe. met up with my turkish friend (still can't say his name) that i met 2 years ago. hadn't seen him since & never thought i would cause to be honest he's super nice & sweet but also super open about his deepest secrets. ask me to rank the quality prostitutes according to each country. yeah, he let me in on that. (the best are from russia) i'm gonna make an effort to see him more. i get the feeling that he's lonely. went to a gay party. left quickly as it turn in to an orgy about 10 minutes in. pretty sure i wasn't missed.
i started a new job. (in related news, i became good friends with the hairy girl. her name is nay & she's a pretty cool girl) i'm cashier #63 at a new costco (YAY!)that just opened in east harlem. go shop. seriously, please go shop. i get in trouble if there's no one at my register. it's been a rough start on account of the fact that my manger is the sweetest guy ever. ok, so not really. but i think i'm gonna be ok aside from the fact that we can't show cleavage. how am i supposed to get a husband? cause c'mon, i can't rely on my face. hopefully i don't get fired for being too cool for school or in this case, costco.
king louis had his birthday on the 5th of november.
being the absolute cunt diva that he is, we had to make the whole day about him & surprisingly, it was one of the best nights ever. i've always loved him but for some reason i find my self falling even more in love with him. i think it's because he's finally found his other half which has made him more fun to be around. he's always been great but now he's so happy it's hard not to always want to be with him and jesse. no one has ever treated me like he does. the boy loves me unconditionally & has seen me at my absolute worst & he still sticks around. i know he'd do anything for me. it's a great feeling to know that. i just hope he knows i would do the same. god really looked out for me when he put him in my life.
being the absolute cunt diva that he is, we had to make the whole day about him & surprisingly, it was one of the best nights ever. i've always loved him but for some reason i find my self falling even more in love with him. i think it's because he's finally found his other half which has made him more fun to be around. he's always been great but now he's so happy it's hard not to always want to be with him and jesse. no one has ever treated me like he does. the boy loves me unconditionally & has seen me at my absolute worst & he still sticks around. i know he'd do anything for me. it's a great feeling to know that. i just hope he knows i would do the same. god really looked out for me when he put him in my life.
other than that, i've just been missing everyone. my best friends, aileen, deyanira, taisha & jeffrey. my niece, charlie (the little love of my life) & most importantly, ryan. i have louie & jesse to keep me company, as well as my sister but i always miss them. it gets hard when all your friends but 2 are so far away & you can't see them whenever you want. i love them all very much. especially ryan because all these people will come back into my life soon. but not him. in a few days, it will mark a year since he was taken from me. i never thought this would happen, i never thought i could love someone like that, let alone lose him. but i can't change it though i wish i could. i've become a different person & i love who i am. i don't think i've ever been this comfortable to be just me in a long time. i don't like that "everything happens for a reason" crap cause it's bullshit. but i do realize that it's ok to learn from these things and be better because of it. i've changed alot & there are some parts of me that will never change. when it comes to love i know in my heart in won't happen again. i'm ok with that, i think.
on a lighter note. lady gaga. going to her concert in january. ohmygod. maybe i'll finally find out if there's a difference between a disco stick & a vertigo stick. when you hang out with a lot of boys who love her, things like this become serious issues. so is knowing whether mariah carey is relevant or not anymore. we say no. i love being one of the only girls in a circle of gay boys. it's alot of fun & they always tell you you're pretty (even when you're not). this has been really long. hope i didn't bore anyone unless YOU'RE reading. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. just kidding, i like making up fake enemies sometimes just keep my friends on their toes. i love you all so much it hurts. even when it seems like i don't.
listen to kings of leon and life will be much better for you.
throw in some beatles & you'll be set for life.
