sick, sick , sick

its been a crazy couple of weeks. who knew backseats and elevators could be so fun? my best friend left after an awesome weekend and work has been more than okay due to a strange turn of events. i requested a couple of days off to go up to buffalo to visit my wonderful friends soon. beyond excited, this has been a long time coming.

 my mom is on vacation in Puerto Rico so my grandparents have been staying at my house. i wish they didn't have to leave :( i'll miss seeing them everyday.

  last Saturday my sister and i went to a housewarming party for my favorite couple in the world which was a lot of fun. i got them a set of knives. apparently, they were very happy.

by some miracle, i managed to catch a cold. i haven't gotten sick in years. here i was thinking i'm bruce willis in unbreakable when i'm really just a normal sickly human. not too happy about it. i'm sure no one likes being sick but i fucking hate it. snot galore, mouth breathing, yellow, greasy skin... no thanks. we'll see how long this bullshit lasts. till then i got this to help

tea + vicks. the true loves of my life

i have so much to do but everytime i have time off, i just chill with myself and can't seem to get a move on shit. i bought 3 new books (courtesy of the barnes & noble giftcard my best friend gave me) Nightlight, the angel expreminet & MAX. they were all pretty good. i also read nicholas sparks' the last song and totally cried like a baby. he gets me everytime. so i've been pretty busy with those. i have to get around to buying some more this week (best friend is coming back this weekend!!!!). i've been buying lots of stuff for the summer, im excited to finally not have have to wear real shoes or clothes. i just need some sweet new nail polish + dresses. it's very exciting.

my skin has been driving me insane lately so i've been using my proactive mask like crazy. all is well now.

 by the way, envy the man that eventually gets to come home to this

i'm gonna regret this

TOP THAT

it was my niece's 3rd birthday last friday. 

i can't believe she's growing up so fast. i still remember when she first said "ash" & now she tells me what to do. it's a really surreal feeling but i love seeing her become her own little person.

my best friend was here & we had way too much fun with my camera + the color features on it + white zinfandel + winnie the pooh cupcakes (long story). it was great. i missed her way too much. she gave me a very special gift & it wasn't herpes. i can't wait till she comes back cause she'll be bringing another one of my best friends along with her :D

 i'll make my own motherfucking happiness. i'm so lucky to have a great family + amazing friends. no more being sad or dwelling on things i can't change. i also vowed to make myself say "yes" whenever friends ask me to hang out. let's see if i can do it.

HI, HOW ARE YOU?

Daniel Johnston. How could I possibly explain how much you mean to me, buddy?

holy shit... it's been forever

i wish i could say that lots of awesome + new things have been going on, but i can't. i work, i come home, i fall into bouts of depression, i eat, i try to get sleep and that's it. i also obsess about a co worker who barely knows homegirl exists. it's getting old fast. i'm still funny as fuck though. it's kinda what keeps me going. and my boobs are awesome. so that's another plus.

just turned 22 and was sorely disappointed when i didn't receive any birthday sex. (crossing my fingers for next year) my best friend is coming to visit from buffalo this weekend. fuck sleeping :D