tikkun olam

"The way you’re moving in your sleep, the way you look before you leap, the strange illusions that you keep, you don’t know… but I’m noticing."


it'd be nice if you notice back. 

Buffalo, NY PT 2

by some miracle, i made it up to buffalo again this weekend.

my friend vicky drove us up there. we left friday afternoon and it took about 6 hours but the fact that we were singing our hearts out to 90's music the whole way made it seem like we were barely on the road. we also stopped at a sonic in bartonsville, pa. sonic commercials are the best but i had actually never been and i was not disappointed. their drinks are delicious. vick might be my favorite person to be driven somewhere by ever. 

i was so happy to see my best friends aileen and taisha again. that same night, a bunch of friends came over and as soon as the alcohol appeared, my self control disappeared. 11 shots later i was sick as fuck and passed out. needless to say, i didnt drink the rest of the weekend. 

the next day we made fun of how drunk i was and nursed our respective hangovers with burger king and showers. jeffrey came over for a bit then we hit up the falls again. i cant thank him enough for taking me there and pumping me with tons of fall knowledge. the boy knows his shit. i spent the rest of the night and most of the next day with him. we ate candy and fucked each other up, it was great. when i finally got back to campus, i was welcomed with a game of never have i ever and some uno. we just chilled all night and today me and vick headed home. 6 hours, the same 90's songs from the ride up there and a speeding ticket later, i'm home. and i really dont want to be. 

the end.

CELLAR DOOR

"This famous linguist once said that of all the phrases in the English language, of all the endless combinations of words in all of history, that Cellar Door is the most beautiful." 

well, i'm gonna have to agree. unless cock ring is like a legit combo. if so, cellar door my dear, you are beat. 

zoo.

pretty much self explanatory. saw a bunch of animals, they smelled. it was awesome.

BUFFALO.

(didnt take many pictures but i'll sum it up real quick)

tattoo shop+old applesauce+sanwidges+lamda aide+ random parties+sweet sunglasses+french fries+boob flashes+vagina flashes (couldn't forget those if i tried)+nysnc AND backstreet boys singalongs+jennifer's body+lime green jell-o+evil dead+lip hickies+a shitload of candy+niagara falls at night+casino+lame bars+zipline mike+jessica james+all night laughing sessions (among other things)+riding in a car while it's being towed+bff fights+bff make ups+nose licks+book shopping+shopping for hours in the same fucking store+chinese buffet+LOVE+tshirts and stilettos+3 day vacation extension+cranberry and vodkas (hold the vodka)+waking up taisha from her sleep,everyday+ronald jenkees+everyone using my nail polish+dirty hair+looking for alaska+less than zero+old skate videos+hugs+5 minute naps+enough "i love you's" to last me a life time = THE ILLEST VACATION EVER.

i and love and you.

avett brothers. check em outtt

i've got friends in all the right places.

so my best friends finally came home for spring break. 

this is what it looked like:

a bunch of us went to a Mexican restaurant called "blockheads" on 2nd ave. it was so much fun. who fist pumps, sings happy birthday (multiple times, for no reason), does the wave + plays telephone during dinner? 

right outside my job after tay & i went to see the "last song" on friday. the movie was horrible just like i knew it would be but the quality time was what mattered :)

BOOKS!

so excited to read 'em. i'm kind of a sci fi series whore so i had to get them all.

looking into buying some of john green's book this week.

just got home from my sister's baby shower. i can't wait till she pops that thang out so i can play with my new niece. this week has really been amazing couldn't ask for a better one. i went shopping like a maniac (AGAIN)  and bought things some really good stuff for the summer. i saw "paperheart" and it wasn't as good as i'd hoped it would be. i was sick for a part of the week but i was nursed by my best friend who broke my fever and now i'm almost at 100 percent. been drinking tea twice a day & it's been working. work is work, i can't complain. i have a whole week off to do whatever i want + im going to buffalo for 4 days. i can't wait to leave the city behind for a little while. i love nyc but i need a rest from the bums & all around stench of the city. im so excited to see everyone.there's so much that i don't have but i can't help but feel thankful for all that i do have. so if you're a part of my life; THANK YOU.