rule #32 enjoy the little things.

obviously, I saw Zombieland and it has become my favorite movie. this actually isn't a big deal cause I make everything my favorite something sooner or later. but it was amazing in every way. please go see this movie. Jesse Eisenberg is incredible. I'd be his Wichita any day for shizz.

I got a job!

it sucks but then again, it's work. it's always gonna suck. I'm just really glad I don't have to worry about money anymore. now I just have to worry about my poor feet falling off cause they are really taking a beating. there's this really hairy girl at my job who is really nice but I think the reason I like her is because I just can't stop staring at her abnormal hair growth. it's mean but I've never seen a girl with this magnitude of hairiness ever so forgive me if I'm a little star struck.

my best friend Johnny and i have been talking a lot lately and I want her home so bad. I miss her so much. I almost forgot how good we are together. she says North Carolina is full of crackheads. i asked how that was different from new york and she said that the ones in North Carolina are "more cracky". whatever that means.

my best friend Tay (keep up, i have about 5 best friends) came home for a couple of days. I was supposed to go back to buffalo with her for a week just to hang and spend qt w/ my bff but that got the axe when I got this job. I'm really bummed because I could really use that trip. I miss my friends in b-lo so bad. but I hope that I can make it to them soon. it's one of my main goals for the next couple of months. in related news, another main goal: get a new phone. this blackberry is killing me.

I'm happy. I can't complain about anything (except for my feet) Ryan's birthday is coming up. which also means it will be 1 year pretty soon. I'm sure I'll get sadder as it gets closer. I miss and love him like I never thought possible.