sorry i'm not more interesting.

"You like someone who can't like you back because unrequited love can be survived in a way that once-requited love cannot. "
word.

it's been a while. too lazy to write out all that's been going on so i'll give a quick run down.

been sick. had every symptom and remedy under the sun and still sick. chloe grace was born on may 28. she's gorgeous and i love her so much already. can't hold her much on account of this mystery illness. i hate that she's a gemini. a jar of nutella is the wall paper on my phone, i'm that dedicated.  ben visits and fights with me a lot. i can't sing like i used to but dammit it, i try. my room can never stay clean. my little sister kinda sorta moved out. mom has been really nice to me. i start volunteer work at an animal shelter in 2 weeks, so excited. new york city in the summer is unbearable but there's no place else i'd rather be. lots of third eye blind for some reason. movie and ice cream dates with nick. just plain movie dates with my boys. the long island railroad sucks. best friends aren't what they used to be. found nemo. i miss you, jeff and your smell is almost gone. i miss breathing normally and pronouncing words that don't have b's in them correctly. i've become more than a little bit obsessed with john green, the man is me, in man form. spending lots of time with rayne, my genius of a 7 year old baby sister. turns out, she's crazier than we thought. that's pretty much it.

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